Monday, June 19, 2006
My own weakness
so this is my first dream entry!
I've seen the exaggerated negative impact of my very own weakness. This is one very inner side of me, yet very open. Some people should have noticed. Most people probably think that i'm super moody and perhaps easily emotionally affected. That is partly true. Sometimes even i can't control what my emotions appear in outer self. really, it's a very bad feeling that i can't control myself. baaa..
So 3 people are playing 2 pipa, liuqin. I appear to look very sad and i try to sneak away. the girl playing the pipa is very angry. she said a lot of very hurting things to me. :(
These few days i keep having dreams of this theme. I think i understand what i need to know. I have even dreamt of real life situations. dreamt of people like yuejia xueyi youjin and shengtao. haha actually i'm toking about one particular dream. it takes place in my primary school.
I am starting to realise that wat i see/think in the day starts to appear in my dream, in the same form or another. I've been able to look into my dreams more deeply already.
What to do?? even if i know myself, i can't help myself. I don't know how. I'm hoping no one does that to me during this period of time.
Full stop at 8:43 PM.
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