Friday, June 08, 2007
scary dream on birthday
Scary dream
First part of the dream, i went for a haircut. then they cut my hair to quite short. i wasn't quite satisfied, so i wanted to go for another haircut. very lame
After that, i am supposed to host an event. it's 13 august, and it's a man's birthday. this man probably don't actually exist. i think i fumbled a bit here and there..
then i realise, the man's father has same birthday as him. so i decided to give the father a surprise. when the curtains are closed and the performers are preparing, i ask someone from the stage crew to call the wife for me. then i told her to prepare an extra cake.
i forgot what happened here.... but it's a long story
after the event, ppl ask me to eat but i don't feel like eating. so everybody scold me and look at me in disdain. sucky. i feel so disgusted at them.
went to help to clear the stage. carried the guzheng. sigh, supposed to carry the guzheng and climb up the stage. very difficult action. while doing this i accidentally caused a ma3 on the guzheng to fall off. so i hurriedly pick up and check the guzheng. realising the guzheng is seriously out of tune, i decide to tune it. however, i was at an awkward position and i happened to pull the string while trying to balance myself. at this point of time, i realise the string of the guzheng is detached from the tuning bar.
The conductor and his wife saw me in this state. so they scold me for helping out unwillingly, causing so much trouble, and making the ma3 of the guzheng drop too. and the wife says in a very mocking tone, this is not the way to tune the guzheng. ask me trying to spoil everything is it? terrible, they are horribly unreasonable.
then i feel very hungry, because i missed 9 meals i think. so felt very terrible.. however, i felt very sad when i was being scolded like that. This feeling is very deep and real.
What does this dream mean? it's so scary. a part of it is a reflection of real life, just that it's much much exaggerated.
before the dream, i told simin i know of quite a lot of ppl who have their birthday on 13 Aug. At harmoc concert, i was unhappy that they didn't tune the guzheng and guitar despite me reminding them. at CO concert, i need to be scolded for something i am not in the wrong.
Full stop at 9:01 AM.
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