Full stop at 6:06 AM.
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
Full stop at 6:07 AM.
a bit of interpretations
my dreams interpretations.. i can remember fragments of my dreams this time.
"desires to fully express my emotions."
"i'm holding in and keeping your feelings to myself. my emotions have been pent up too long. "
"i'm unable to advance towards my interests"
i think they are quite true.. i get people critising me when i feel bad.. sigh.. nvm.. but the fact that i may not be able to advance towards my interest is demoralizing me. it makes me think that I have nothing good in life.
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
Full stop at 9:34 PM.
spider web
me and xiaoni walking a long way. xiaoni's hand has spider web. so she change place with me.. then my hand has spider web. youjin says we should go buy something to drink so that spider web goes off. there are 4 flavours. apple orange grape and lime. i wanted to buy grape but jason says it's awful. so we bought lime.
Spiders--interpretation
To see a spider in your dream, indicates that you are feeling like an outsider in some situation. Or that you may want to keep your distance and stay away from an alluring and tempting situation. The spider is also symbolic of feminine power. Alternatively, a spider may refer to a powerful force protecting you against your self-destructive behavior. If you kill a spider, it symbolizes misfortune and general bad luck.
To see a spider spinning a web in your dream, signifies that you will be rewarded for your hard work. You will soon find yourself promoted in your job or recognized for your achievement in a difficult task. Spiders are a symbol of creativity due to the intricate webs they spin. On a negative note, spiders may indicate a feeling of being entangled or trapped in a sticky or clingy relationship. It represents some ensnaring and controlling force. You may feel that someone or some situation is sucking the life right out of you.
To see a spider climbing up a wall in your dream, denotes that your desires will be soon be realized.
To dream that you are bitten by a spider, represents a conflict with your mother or some dominant female figure in your life. The dream may be a metaphor for a devouring mother or the feminine power to possess and entrap. Perhaps you are feeling trapped by some relationship.
life is bad. i dislike life. life is bad. i dislike u. hmp.. i hate this . i dun like. oh my. life is dark. oh no.. everybody is bad. oh well..
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Full stop at 5:18 AM.
mother
i dreamt that my mother died. that life is bad for me. i remember i am a bad person. sigh.
Die --interpretation
To dream that you die in your dream, symbolizes inner changes, transformation, self-discovery and positive development that is happening within you or in your life. Although such a dreams may bring about feelings of fear and anxiety, it is no cause for alarm and is often considered a positive symbol. Dreams of experiencing your own death usually means that big changes are ahead for you. You are moving on to new beginnings and leaving the past behind. These changes does not necessarily imply a negative turn of events. Metaphorically, dying can be seen as an end or a termination to your old ways and habits. So, dying does not always mean a physical death, but an ending of something.
On a negative note, to dream that you die may represent involvement in deeply painful relationships or unhealthy, destructive behaviors. You may feeling depressed or feel strangled by a situation or person in your waking life. Perhaps your mind is preoccupied with someone who is terminally ill or dying. Alternatively, you may be trying to get out of some obligation, responsibility or other situation.
To see someone dying in your dream, signifies that your feelings for that person are dead or that a significant change/loss is occurring in your relationship with that person. Alternatively, you may want to repress that aspect of yourself that is represented by the dying person
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Full stop at 6:05 AM.
MEP kickout, ghost show
Talk about 2 dreams that i have last night, there are so vivid!
First dream is a demoralizer. I am a MEP(Music Elective Programme) student in JC, i dunno what JC. We are in the first lesson, there are about 10 odd students taking MEP. The people are not very friendly apparently, they don't talk. except one boy, very sociable and talk to most of the people. Lets call him C ( there's a reason why I call him 'C').. ok, so our teacher is an ang mo. I think i wasn't really paying attention. Maybe he noticed that. cannot blame me! I don't know music other than playing music. So suddenly he begins testing some people. EVerybody performed quite well. For me, he just tested me to see whether i know what is a C major chord and a F minor chord. Surprisingly i took quite some time to figure out what is a C major chord and F minor. Both of these chords are so simple. Anyway, when i finally thought of what is it, i played but my fingers sliped on the piano. So the sound is quite yucky. the teacher didn't comment anything but just walked off quietly. C was sitting behind me. He told me that i have bad foundations.
In the class I told someone maybe i shouldn't take MEP. I said, I have 4 A levels subjects already, so taking MEP will be too taxing for me. C overheard this and said loudly that he takes 5 A levels subjects too, so this is not the excuse.
After school, I was loitering outside the classroom (for some reason i think, but i forgot).. The teacher came to talk to me. He told me i'm not suitable to take up MEP cos my standards are not up to it. This demoralized me. When i was walking to the bus stop, a girl came to talk to me. She persuaded me to drop MEP too, because the all the other students are of very extraoridarily high standards(unlike me).. I think i am a music idoit.
talk about my feelings for this dream. I think it occurs cos i feel inferior all the time. Always think i'm so lousy. Today morning i was thinking about it, so i went AVT in the morning and played the piano. Sigh, i think i played badly. I am merely playing notes, not music. All blame myself, who ask me to go play the big big songs without doing foundations well first. In future must work hard if i want to continue doing music! How can I continue this..
ok move on to the second dream i remembered. I was watching ghost movie on TV. My mother told me there are 2 versions. One is from 9.10pm to 10pm(40 min) and the other is from 12am to 6am (6 hours).. Both have the same plot, difference is that the 6-hour one is more detailed. Maybe more scary? haha..
suddenly see you jin in the living room. What is he doing here in my house. Then he asked for instant noodles. so i went to cook.. Then i got the list about the show. It is a table, 4x3. Ths first column is the 4 animals we will see in the 40-min show. The full table shows the animals we will see for the 6-hour show. The 4 animals in the 40-min show are very common animals (dog, snake, monkey and some insect i forgot). However, if we watch the 6-hour show, we will see rare animals like koala bear.
I wanted to watch the 40-min show, but you jin wanted to watch the 6-hour show, because he wants to see koala bear. In the end we decided to watch both. I realise the monkey is a human being. Hmm, i think the monkey looks like housefly from the bacl ( housefly is a toy monkey i have, given to me by my dear girlfriend).
Weird dreams right?? My dreams are always weird anyway.
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