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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
FM

I studied at home today, that's why i fell asleep. haha, that is a reason why i go out to study. when i study at home i tend to spend time sleeping and eatting. hahaha..

so i slept and dream. i dreamt of Mr Tan Yew Ming. He is our F maths teacher. maybe because i was studying F maths before i fell asleep so i dreamt of him. anw, it's a school day but i forgot to go to school. so weird rite? then suddenly Mr Tan called me and ask me to go for maths remedial -__- .. so i made the appointment with him and stuff. he wanted to see me one hour later. oh but i just woke up how can i reach school within 1 hour? somehow, i think i was teleported over. haha..

when we reached, i realised mr tan was quite different. somehow, he is more casual and not teacher-like. suddenly in the midst of lesson he picked up the phone and started to scold. somehow he said that his mother passed away. haiz

i hope it don't come true. i dont mean to curse..

To confused guy, i went to school on 28 aug for the physics lecture on mock prelim paper 3... went and go home. haha.. yes yes i'm more of a loner recently because i have to go through some struggles within myself. that is quite painful but i'm still trying to help myself. that's why i hope people don't hurt me for the time being. apparently u are someone in HC?

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Monday, August 28, 2006
hmmm

to confused guy, it's quite normal to feel quite revolted at this kind of dream. I had a dream of this theme before too, i felt quite disgusted in the dream and after i woke up. i didn't dream i'm a homosexual though. it's the dream in july 30, if u scroll down, but i didn't say anything about it. but my memories wasn't very vivid and i didn't really want to remember about it. bleah.

haha this is something interesting. As i was reading my book for confuse guy's dream, i was browsing through the theme of "sexuality" . it was said that when u have dreams related to sexuality, there is a spirit/monster on you. scary right! but that is just a myth.

the previous entry is typed a few days ago. but i deleted a big portion of it. =D .. Part of it is youjin's dream interpretation but since he has done it himself so be it.

My dream last night.. haha weird, i dreamt that i went to today's physics lecture. I was sitting alone cos nobody wants to sit with me. perhaps i'm too irritating. (actually today i really sat alone) then i realised that i brought the wrong bag and i didn't bring the question paper and my work. Haiz, i was sitting alone nobody to share with. then suddenly i think i was teleported to a classroom. i saw yiqun. he offered to lend me his question paper because he is going to pon the lecture. hahah

Actually i had dreams regarding loneliness quite a few times. I think the meaning should be quite direct..

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
confused guy

This is in response to "confused guy" 's question. Read this,

To dream that you are homosexual (but you are not in your waking life), represents a union with aspects of yourself. It is symbolic of self-love, self-acceptance, and compassion. If, in your dream, you are not comfortable with homosexuality, then it suggests some fears/anxieties about your masculinity (if you are male). You may be experiencing some insecurity in your relations with the opposite sex.

actually it's more important to take note of your feelings in ur dreams. anyway, if u know me in person u can borrow some books on dreams from me.

i was reading my previous dream entries. wow i was quite surprised that all the scenes are still so vivid. keeping a dream blog is good! hmm the books always say that dreams have therapeutic purposes. now i can experience the effects.

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Saturday, August 19, 2006
Good dreams

Friday's dream-- it's good, but too bad my mother came in and disturb me and keep demanding me to reply her, so i had no choice but to wake up... haiz, i wanted to carry on the dream!! heard of composers composing songs in their dreams right? yea i had this sort of dream!

I can't really rmb how it starts. I was with a prince(someone very rich?), cos i need to help him to retrive the gold cup that he had morgage to a weird family. I think the family helped him in some way, so he left the 2 gold cups there.. the family believes that 钱财如粪土 .. upon knowing that we were quite happy at first cos the probability that they will return us the gold cup is higher! So we went up the mountain to search for the family (the scene looks like some 古装戏 ..
However, when I asked them for the gold cups, they gave me purple cups! Maybe I'm colour-blind or something I thought that is gold cup. So I showed the prince, then he told me it’s not his cup. Only then I realise thart I am holding some weird cups.

In order to make them return the cups, I decided to teach their daughter MUSIC! Oh, the girl is a music talent, good good. Then I'm very happy. I started teaching her yangqin. But she doesn't seem to be good at holding the sticks and I can't understand why. I was helping her to hold the sticks. I was so patient that I can't believe it when I woke up. Then I woke up. :(

INterpretation of CUPS:
To see a cup in your dream, represents nurturance and the womb. The cup may also signify healing, rejuvenation, and healing. Alternatively, it indicates a transcendence into a realm of higher consciousness. Is the cup half-full or half-empty? Do you see life from an optimistic or pessimistic point of view.
To see a cup with a broken handle, indicates your feelings of inadequacy and anxieties of being unable to handle a particular situation.
To see a broken cup in your dream, denotes feelings of powerlessness, guilt and/or low self-esteem. Perhaps you feel unqualified or inadequate in dealing with a situation

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Thursday, August 10, 2006
horrible dream

had a horrible dream last night..

i have a younger sister. she's about 12 years old i suppose. one day, both of us go home late. she's walking in front of me on the way home. at the lift, we saw an old man and a girl. both of them are evil looking. suddenly, i'm in the shoes of my sister. i remembered the horror of walking through the corridor seeing a evil face in every door. in fact, i've encountered that myself and i was scared too.

interpretation at this point: "If you do not have a sister and dream that you have one, then it signifies some qualities that you need to activate or acknowledge within your own self. Pay attention to the actions and behavior of your dream sister."
"To dream that someone or something is evil, denotes a repressed and/or forbidden aspect of yourself. This part of yourself may be seeking recognition and acknowledgment. Alternatively, evil may also be a reflection of your strong, negative emotions like hate, anger, etc"

as my sister walks, the evil girl flew through and my sister died. it was so sudden. but just before she dies, i see her face right in front of me. does tat mean anything? then i was scared so i hurried home. i see a lot of people in my house. sigh, so i cannot really speak. when there are people around, nobody will ever listen to me. that is my situation too in real life. always get ignored.

when they go off, i tell my mother. soon, i received a call from the evil man. he told me i'm the next to die. and i'll die by tomorrow. then i was so scared. haiz. my mother asked me to take a leave from school. hopefully when tomorrow pass, i'm alright. but, in my heart i was yearning to do everything that i wanted to do and yet i didn't have the chance to do. since i'm dying soon why not let me do what i like on my last day?

i don't know the ending..

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