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Saturday, April 28, 2007
harmoc SYF

i dreamt of SYF!

So hc sent 2 teams of harmonica ensemble, one is junior batch one is senior batch. i'm in the senior batch. however, i only went for the practices for junior batch and never practised with the senior batch before. and i dun even know what songs we're playing.

on the day itself. junior batch go up and got silver and everybody crys. then it's the senior's turn up. so i went up. eh, i dun know what songs we're playing.

then on stage someone showed me the score. wow so many sharps. and it is a pop song -___- why did we choose this song?! so the conductor started and we played. oh no how come everything i play doesn't seem to sound right with the band?! omg and i dunno when should i play and when i shouldn't.. ahh die le i shall just pretend to play.

then the conductor suddenly stops and scold me for not pretending to play only.so he requested to start all over again. the judges abit irritated. but allowed.

so i quickly ask ruowei(sitting beside me) how come the score lidat. she says, oh ignore the sharps! just play the notes. so i play with more confidence now. then i still sound so off with the band. so i raised hand to stop the conductor (cannot pretend to play le) and say my harmoc is spoiled. then linli came over hand helped me repair my harmoc.

we request to start again, but the judges are pissed off and we were disqualified on the spot. then i feel very guilty for ruining everything. not even a bronze medal for us.

and i saw all the juniors harmoc ppl wearing NJ red blazers and i feel so weird. i see, they went to NJ for SYF and had to wear NJ blazer.

Later i hear that HCCO also got silver and they still have to pose for photographs, which is sad. (touch wood touch wood!)

Full stop at 12:37 AM.
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Class outing-terrorist attack

i dreamt a class outing.

They go to ZHONGHUA SECONDARY.. I almost forget about the smell already.

As usual, i prefer to stick with yuejia, and all the other classmates are rather cold to me. (Are you sick of reading this already?)

Then they were playing at the corridor and i was ignored. so i just slept at one corner waiting for them to finish their game and call me. Wow, terrorist attack! Everybody ran away..

when i woke up i see the two men with gun staring at me. oh well they left me here. Sigh i really mean nothing to them. Feeling a bit disappointed and hopeless, i wanted to just lay my life here.

but immortal appeared and said he'd help me. yay, gave me a hole to jump in. since i am not really keen to live on anyway, shall listen to you =)

Then i was teleported to outside a classroom where all my classmates hide in. Should i go in or not? They don't even want to save me. But i shall just be thick skinned and knocked the door, asking them to let me in. To my not-surprise, they refused. Fine. Hmm maybe they thought terrorist imitate my voice to hoax them to open the door?

eh immortal, u wanted to save me right? give me a gun. But i suddenly became timid and decide to hide away. Then the two men came, breaking the door and i see my classmates. then really see immortal.

So classmates escapes from the classroom. Still got the mood to chat uh (Hearing Qiqian and youjin's loud voice)..

Full stop at 9:11 PM.
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007
detective

I dreamt that i'm working two jobs, at the same building same storey. The new company i work in is just beside my old company, at the position of where the toilets should be in reality.

I don't know how i got this job, but this dream has a striking similarity with another dream below. Shall elaborate on it later.

This company is probably a detective/spy/PI company. FIrst day to work, they explain to me what the job is about. (about handling with criminals)..They talked about a big pervert criminal in town recently, and the police nabbed him already. They want me to have a talk with this pervert criminal to train me.

So they planned a worklist for me. First task for me is to talk to him! oh so he is a difficult person, so they even plan this conversation plan for me. Basically the plan will involve the criminal to role play into 8 different roles to deal with us, me dealing with one of his roles (as a student)..

The plan goes like this, the one on the left is the question i'm supposed to ask and the one on the right is the answer he will give. (weird, how they predict what that pervert will say?)

What scholarship you want to get? Heaven Scholarship
Genuine or fake one? Genuine
Any ulterior motives? No

Something like that. the paper i see in the dream is really like that. okay so i was looking forward to it.

Then they brought me to the room where i will be talking to the criminal. Oh, so it is two different rooms and the criminal will not be able to come in contact with me (Phew)..SUper dark room, no lights available.. Stereo sound system available(just heard them say it).. and there is mic and speakers.. so i will be speaking into the mic and hear him thru the speakers. THere is small hole that links the 2 rooms, maybe if i wanna pass something to him it will be useful. but they warn me not to stay too close to this hole unless i really need to pass something to me. otherwise he may do something thru the hole.

Next, they told me the witness of the crime (i dunno what crime) at danger of being silenced. so they will need me to stalk the witness and protect her etc.

okay, so i will be stalking her and not to let her know it till i interact with that big pervert. First place i went to is bukit timah plaza cos they told me she will be there next tuesday.

Yea i really see her. Mad woman, long messy hair that covers her face, purple dress and move in zig zag way. So i followed her but she realised that she is being stalked so she floated away. omg is she a human?

Feeling sad that i lost her, i took bus home. oh! on the bus i saw her! i was sitting at the opposite seat and she is standing beside me, making a phone call. Listen listen, but she talks in some dialet i dun understand =( .. heard her say "Raffles Place", so i took that down immediately.

Called for reinforcement to follow her! normal car at first, den go thru a carpark and change to ambulance...

At the meantime i returned to office. Then i received this sms from my angry colleague, saying "Chuan yuan did much more work than you!"..

i felt sad and wronged.

Then i went back to my old office to take some documents and they saw me in the other office. i feel guilty.

This dream hangs at somewhere before i woke up. forgot already..It resembles another dream that i was working in another tower near my office, and saw my colleague during lunch time and felt guilty.

Full stop at 3:38 AM.
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Friday, April 20, 2007
audition

i dreamt that i am in a music school (again).. going for an audition.

Ya, singing audition.. they made me sing a lot of songs. for the first 3 songs, i was allowed to sing with someone else and i sang well and loud =) .. for the fourth song, i look at the lyrics and do not know of this song. Strangely, this song seem to be those very famous ones that everybody knows of. So i did not admit that i don't know this song and anyhow sang along.

sing a lot of verse (-___- long song), finally then reach the chorus. oh.. now then i know what song is it. (this song in reality i don't think its verse sound like that lah. just my dream) so i began to sing more confidently. ahh too bad my voice seem to be blocked and i keep singing out of tune. like one semitone out like that. quite serious right..

Singing
To sing in your dream, represents happiness, harmony and joy in some situation or relationship. You are uplifting others with your positive attitude and cheerful disposition. Singing is a way to celebrate, communicate and express your feelings.

Full stop at 12:11 AM.
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
chem paper

I am at a chemistry exam. i can only remember from middle.. maybe it's after paper 3 already.. so left with chemistry paper 1 & 2. they are not seperated, so they give u an amount of time then u have to finish both papers within the time.

So i started with paper 2. Hey the questions are so weird. i think there are 5 questions. First question, there is a big picture of a buddha in bronze colour, holding a box. then there are a few parts in the questions. i forgot the first few parts. but i remembered there is this part that ask you to discuss the significance of the box, discuss the mystic of the picture(?!?i don't understand) the last part ask you what is the purpose of a Schroders Sample and discuss the pros and cons of using it (FYI Schroders is a company name)..

HUH? I dun understand anything?! what is this?? i decide to skip this question and proceed on. but i felt a bit heartache cos these 3 questions cost 6 marks. then i proceed and realise everything is so foreign to me. then begin to panick. In the end forgot to do paper 1. then left 15min only lor.

So i quickly shade any squared and i only shaded 6 squares and the time is up. hmp 15min is so fast meh. and i realised i shaded 2 squares for one question. so in actual fact i only answered 4 questions out of 40 questions.

Times up and Mdm ching comes around collecting the papers. while collecting she says "Paper 1 is very easy right".. then everybody says ya ya they never see such an easy chem paper before. haiz.

After the paper then everybody crowd around to discuss. I think Zirui sits beside me.. so you jin came to find him. then You jin says the paper very easy..so i asked him about that 3 questions.

he says the box signifys intellegence and knowledge (?!?!) and the schroders sample will cause too much fertilizers to be put on a plant, then everybody will focus on the soil and not the flower/leaves. okok i don't understand what he says,

Full stop at 11:31 PM.
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Thursday, April 12, 2007
cheated exam

I'm rushing for Maths exam! and i'm late. At the examination hall, i realised i forgot to bring calculator! so have to raise hand and borrow calculator. Then the teacher ask zirui to take the calculator from the store room for me. after he came out and give me the calculator, 2 other ppl(qinqi and jeslin) also ask for calculators. Zirui is pissed off cos he don't get extra time for exam too when he helped us. i feel very bad.

Started the paper in a room. Cos we are late, so there is this room for latecomers. then do do do(i was a bit stuck, no mood).

The people in the room are very restless and fidgity. sitting beside me is Jeslin. she kept talking to qinqi.

Later, everybody say they wanna go out. jeslin asked me if i wan, and i agreed.so we walked out of the room. wanna go eat, but they seem to be walking to so far away.. how can we make it back to the examination room on time?!

As we walked, i was alone and left out. after walking for a long distance, i approached jeslin and asked her if she had finished the paper. she say yes. then everybody says they have finished the paper already (i haven't even completed one question).

Oh, so everybody did one section each and let each other copy. so they finished very fast. but they didn't get me involved in this. instead, they ask me out. grr.. so i went back to the room and continued doing the paper. my mood was terrible and felt cheated.

This dream Contains a feeling that occured a few hours before my sleep, although much exaggerated.. (quite often right? but the impact is bigger)

Setting looks like my primary school, with the long corridor linking from the canteen area to the end part of the classrooms. In reality, it's really a long straight corridor, u can see from this end to that end. but in the dream perhaps the range of view is shorter.

we always want to get to the 3rd storey and it is very accessible. but i always get lost. feel annoyed.

the rest of the dream contains personal feelings. not to be revealed.

Full stop at 2:23 AM.
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