Wednesday, July 05, 2006
MEP kickout, ghost show
Talk about 2 dreams that i have last night, there are so vivid!
First dream is a demoralizer. I am a MEP(Music Elective Programme) student in JC, i dunno what JC. We are in the first lesson, there are about 10 odd students taking MEP. The people are not very friendly apparently, they don't talk. except one boy, very sociable and talk to most of the people. Lets call him C ( there's a reason why I call him 'C').. ok, so our teacher is an ang mo. I think i wasn't really paying attention. Maybe he noticed that. cannot blame me! I don't know music other than playing music. So suddenly he begins testing some people. EVerybody performed quite well. For me, he just tested me to see whether i know what is a C major chord and a F minor chord. Surprisingly i took quite some time to figure out what is a C major chord and F minor. Both of these chords are so simple. Anyway, when i finally thought of what is it, i played but my fingers sliped on the piano. So the sound is quite yucky. the teacher didn't comment anything but just walked off quietly. C was sitting behind me. He told me that i have bad foundations.
In the class I told someone maybe i shouldn't take MEP. I said, I have 4 A levels subjects already, so taking MEP will be too taxing for me. C overheard this and said loudly that he takes 5 A levels subjects too, so this is not the excuse.
After school, I was loitering outside the classroom (for some reason i think, but i forgot).. The teacher came to talk to me. He told me i'm not suitable to take up MEP cos my standards are not up to it. This demoralized me. When i was walking to the bus stop, a girl came to talk to me. She persuaded me to drop MEP too, because the all the other students are of very extraoridarily high standards(unlike me).. I think i am a music idoit.
talk about my feelings for this dream. I think it occurs cos i feel inferior all the time. Always think i'm so lousy. Today morning i was thinking about it, so i went AVT in the morning and played the piano. Sigh, i think i played badly. I am merely playing notes, not music. All blame myself, who ask me to go play the big big songs without doing foundations well first. In future must work hard if i want to continue doing music! How can I continue this..
ok move on to the second dream i remembered. I was watching ghost movie on TV. My mother told me there are 2 versions. One is from 9.10pm to 10pm(40 min) and the other is from 12am to 6am (6 hours).. Both have the same plot, difference is that the 6-hour one is more detailed. Maybe more scary? haha..
suddenly see you jin in the living room. What is he doing here in my house. Then he asked for instant noodles. so i went to cook.. Then i got the list about the show. It is a table, 4x3. Ths first column is the 4 animals we will see in the 40-min show. The full table shows the animals we will see for the 6-hour show. The 4 animals in the 40-min show are very common animals (dog, snake, monkey and some insect i forgot). However, if we watch the 6-hour show, we will see rare animals like koala bear.
I wanted to watch the 40-min show, but you jin wanted to watch the 6-hour show, because he wants to see koala bear. In the end we decided to watch both. I realise the monkey is a human being. Hmm, i think the monkey looks like housefly from the bacl ( housefly is a toy monkey i have, given to me by my dear girlfriend).
Weird dreams right?? My dreams are always weird anyway.
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