Saturday, May 10, 2008
its just exam fear
can't be obvious enough. how the fear of the exam results are haunting me.
anyway, i'm doing an exam. i think its MLE paper. the questions look quite out-of-syllabus. looks more like bio questions. anyway there were 40 MCQ questions. i didn't know how to do most of them. then at the back of the MCQ paper, there is answers! printed upside down. hahaha. so funny. so i feel quite relieved and proceed to do the short answered questions first.
the first question, there is a worm (??). long long worm. so there's a picture of this worm in the question paper. i find it quite disgusting. and soon, the worm in the picture emerges from the paper and become real worm and i got quite disgusted. then there are about 4 or 5 beetles appearing. we are supposed to count the number of beetles and write down as the answer. stupid counting question. i was quite disgusted at the sight and i tried to sweep the beetles away right after i finish that question.yuck! and the invigillator thought i was careless to have swept them away, so he helped me pick them all up. i wanted to scream.
so i decided to skip that question. this question is even yuckier. made me cry in the dream even.i think we are supposed to break a leg of some big worm. some centipede-look-alike. take out the legs and analyse it. its so disgusting la i can't bring myself to break the leg of a living creature. and everybody was doing it like its a normal task. apparently i'm the only one kicking a big fuss.
sighs, so i just peek at the sample from the guy in front. roughly roughly, he opened up the legs also. yucks! then there is a lot of small small (?) i dunno what.. anyway so for that question, we were asked to compare the structure of the worm's legs to that of a plant. bleah i just said there are alot of small villies, increase surface area to volume ratio, that's why higher rate of photosynthesis.
and now, times up. omg, i didn't even shade the omr sheet for the MCQ questions! i spent too much time yucking away, feeling disgusted and i had no time for the paper itself.
typical cannot-finish-exam dream. quite a common theme for students because they are worried about their own performances in school exams, or afraid that they might not be able to live up to others' expectations. self-induced stress. yes of course, i'm so worried about this exam.
Full stop at 10:19 AM.
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